Part 6: More questions unanswered
- Can you keep asking people to have faith when you have never kept your promise before?
- Can one keep on dedicating his life for something he knows can’t be changed?
- Can someone stop himself from moving on for the sake of the people he loves? If he left, does it make him cold, selfish and disloyal? If that same person left his family to another country to pursuit stay, does that make him a hypocrite?
- Can someone so strong be belittled so often?
- Can someone that is so eager to learn, to teach and to excel satisfy himself as a mundane worker?
- Can someone reach for the sky, for originality when he cant put bread in his mouth and cant take care of his family?
- Can someone so fun and so free be so stiff and so controlled?
- Can someone so straightforwards deal with lies?
- Can someone who always aim for the highest quality cope with the lowest price?
- Can someone who has so many questions unanswered make an informed decision?
Don’t ask me who am I asking. Also, don’t ask me to give you the answers to what I want and what I think, when you never give me a clue of what you want and what you think. I’m not stupid.
Maybe I’m thinking too much. Maybe words do have the power to sway me back and forth from my decision. Maybe change is not that easy.
Maybe I’m just fucked.